"I would prefer to love a thousand crosses, or rather, every cross would be sweet and light for me if I did not have this trial of always being uncertain if my works are pleasing to the Lord...it is painful to live like this...I resign myself, but my resignation, my fiat seems so cold to me, so useless!...what a mystery! Jesus alone must see to it."  St. Pio of Pietrelcina (Have a Nice Day, pages 49-50)